This morning was our first appointment with one of the four midwives that are at the practice I am going to. We were very excited and had been looking forward to the appointment all week. Today was the big day when we were supposed to hear the heartbeat for the very first time!
We got there right on time and anxiously waited to go back into the exam room. Sharon, the midwife we met with today, did mention that at this early stage (11.5 weeks) it’s still sometimes hard to find the baby’s heartbeat. After she finished the other parts of the exam she said, “Ok, let’s find this baby.” She searched and searched with the monitor and just couldn’t find the heartbeat. She would find my heartbeat and point out how slow it was and told us that we would know when we heard the baby’s because it would be almost twice as fast. She searched for probably a good 5 minutes and said, “Well, I guess you’re having a boy, because he’s already being stubborn!” I was a little nervous, but didn’t say anything. Tommy spoke up and said, “Brea’s birthday was yesterday and we were sure hoping that she’d get to hear the heartbeat for her birthday present. Could you try a little bit more?” So she continued to search for another 5 minutes or so and then finally gave up and said, “You know what, our office next door has a sonogram machine, so we’ll just go over there and see if we can find that baby!”
Tommy and I looked at each other and were instantly ecstatic! We hadn’t expected this and couldn’t get up fast enough! We trekked across the hall and I got up on the exam table. She squirted that goo on my belly and turned on the machine. Right away we saw a little blob, just moving around like crazy. Those images are so hard to make out and so I didn’t want to say “There’s the baby!” if it was just my kidney or something. Luckily though, she said, “Yep, there it is!” The baby was moving around so fast that we couldn’t even believe it was true. It was honestly the most amazing thing I have ever seen in my life. If ever for one second up to this point I hadn’t really “felt” pregnant, all that flew out the window in that moment. We could even see the baby wiggling its fingers! She snapped a couple of quick pictures for us and at first glance you can’t really tell what is what. The first one you can see the head pretty clearly on the left side and then on the second one you can see the head, belly, and arms/legs pretty distinctly. I made marks on the second pic so the different areas are easier to identify!


After we left the midwives office, we went and had lunch. Tommy was already acting like a proud dad — showing the pics to all of the waitresses at the restaurant. They were all very sweet and acted like they could totally tell what the picture was!
Even tonight, more than 12 hours later, we are still staring at the pictures in amazement. We made this little person that is growing inside of me. WOW. God is great, isn’t He?

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